Yes I have been a little self indulgent lately. I sort of miss discipline but the fluid motion of self indulgence combined with the task oriented core of my nature has been keeping me from .... well.... drifting too far into the self destructive... I do feel a need to bounce back though. I need a cause bigger that my routine causes. I have many routine causes. They have to do mostly with people I feel close to and socioeconomic things. I like watching the gentle waves of human thought and interpreting the dreams and desires wrapped in them. From that I like to generate postures that might help achieve them. It's not an original art in a personal sense but more of a cognitive development from the minds of the never connected doers.... the nameless masses that stand for beliefs and not positions. The thinkers on the subway, in the mountains, and the cloistered by the ability to understand the motivation of the story tellers while, without discounting, absorb for some later, clearer vision. A vision they live rather than sell.

Well that was kind of unusual from me. A two minute rant of sorts. Everything has been fine. I did go to DC and had an ok time. I'm learning the city. I'm getting more familiar with NY too. I did a little drive up there last weekend.

"That's what happened to this friend of mine.... so he had a lobotomy. And now he's well again!" Repo Man